21:02pm I look out the window
trying to think of
every excuse not to do
what I’m about to do
But you drove the nail
into the coffin
You broke whatever
facade I had made
for myself for all these years
I thought I could trust you
I thought I had found people
who would always stay around
Family
I was so Naive
Your death shattered everything
and as I watch it crumble in front of me
I realize
I’ve been here before
This war is something
I know all too well
This battlefield was once
my playground
and just like then
My primal instincts kick in
Your light is darker
than my darkness ever was
At least I know what lies
waiting for me in the deepest
corners of my soul
The monsters there
are ALWAYS there
They don’t lie about
who they are
They will never betray you
Even as they tear you apart
from the inside out
there is a comforting
familiarity that cannot
be denied
So, I’m going to let myself
fade back into my darkness
I’m going to seal the walls from you
and never open them again
For I am one of the shadows and
I am done with your light.
